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bad news.

for the past few days i've had these weird chest pains. i don't know how to explain them, at all. i hate going to the doctor, absolutely hate it, and on the other hand,i'm kind of not excited to understand what is wrong with me, if there is something. i'm hoping there's not anything wrong. i hope it's just nonsense. but i am still really worried. i promise that if things don't improve, i will go see a doctor. it's probably just stress. but i have been resting a bunch, and sleeping a lot... i think that would be a good thing? anyway, i've been having lots of crazy dreams. i had a dream that i had a baby... and loved it. jon was happy too. weird. i am not having a baby, but it was just such a vivid dream, and so crazy!
because that's not what i'm wanting at all to happen or anything.
i'm awfully sleepy, kindof want to paint, and need to unfrazzle my hair. it's a mess.

okay. that's all. will keep you updated :/

Posted on Jan. 12th, 2009 at 03:09 pm | | Leave a comment | Add to Memories | Tell a Friend

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[info]bathydemersal

I get weird chest pains sometimes too. I always freak and think I'm having a heart attack or something is wrong with my heart, but I've been told it's probably nothing but a sore muscle or tendon or something. IDK. I hope you feel better!
Posted on Jan. 12th, 2009 10:30 pm (UTC) | | Thread | Reply

[info]likebatteries

well that makes me feel a ton better, because i was thinking that is what it feels like! it's when i move a certain way sometimes... or just when i barely move? it feels like a muscle or something is burning. it's really strange, and i can't imagine trying to explain what it feels like to a doctor without sounding like an idiot, it's hard to pinpoint. but it isn't pleasant, and i dunno where it came from!
Posted on Jan. 12th, 2009 11:04 pm (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]bloodyxbunny

oh sweetie i hope your ok
Posted on Jan. 13th, 2009 02:21 am (UTC) | | Thread | Reply

[info]likebatteries

thanks lovey. i hope so too. i think i will be.
Posted on Jan. 13th, 2009 06:51 pm (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]couture_haute

uhoh

:(
Posted on Jan. 13th, 2009 07:43 am (UTC) | | Thread | Reply

[info]likebatteries

i don't think its anything too serious, i'm hoping it's just common muscle.tendon stretching pain. it has pretty much gone away but if it comes back then ugh i guess i will have to see whats up!
Posted on Jan. 13th, 2009 06:50 pm (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]boylion

be careful.
the last time i dreamed about having a child i was secretly preggo without knowing it.
they say you have dreams like that in the beginning.
Posted on Jan. 13th, 2009 01:39 pm (UTC) | | Thread | Reply

[info]likebatteries

i have had the cheating dream when i was pregnant at first... and i remember the feeling and the intense residue that dream left on me. it was unlike anything. i don't know, but i don't think i felt the same with this baby dream, i identify it more with something symbolic.
i think about things too much. i really do. but i thought maybe it has something to do with how jon and i went through something really tough together and prevailed and how coming out of it okay made our love stronger (talking about being stranded in vegas.) maybe the baby was a symbol of like, the happiness and accomplishment and closeness we felt after coming home together, all safe, alive, in one piece. cuz we were unsure more than once if we would be able to make it home or not. so lame.

anyway, i analyzed this particular dream too much.

i of course have been being a very careful girl. i hope nothing happens but i think i will be okay no matter what, honestly. :)
Posted on Jan. 13th, 2009 06:00 pm (UTC) | | Parent | Thread | Reply

[info]webofthreads

are you still taking adderall? i had to stop because it may have done permanent heart damage (not sure, and don't want to jinx anything) but i'm worried for you and if so, you should get it checked by a doctor asap and stay away from all uppers, at least until you know that nothing is wrong. I'd HATE to lose you!

xoxo
Posted on Jan. 13th, 2009 05:25 pm (UTC) | | Thread | Reply

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